Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Life goes a hundred miles an hour!

I don't know how to catch my breath! I didn't realize how busy I would be with two kids... but now with a third (watching Dylan) I feel like my world spins sometimes. Honestly we've gotten into a routine, but some days I feel as if I'm going to fall off my axis!

I stayed at home with Jared for a year before returning to work... for some reason I didn't enjoy it as much as I should have. A lot of things with Jared I took for granted. When I had Annalise Mike and I had discussed that I would go back to work, I understood why... However Annalise said, "MOM you are not going back to work!" So I didn't. I LOVE IT! I love love love it. I love being at home with my children! I feel like this is the most rewarding job I've ever had. Not just to take care of Anna but my son as well.

Jared and I are having some issues right now... we are butting heads a lot. We are just not getting along. Honestly I'm not sure why but we have to get through this. I love him so very much and I know he knows that, I just feel sometimes like I am not able to devote myself to him completely and he's sorta left out... but Mike and him are very very close so I am thankful for that!

Ok so today is Wednesday and I am so tired, I just had some coffee so I hope that kicks in here soon. I guess that Dylan started officially crawling yesterday so the fun for me begins! :) haha what the heck am I gonna do? She is a very active child. While I nurse Anna she is just gonna escape and there won't be much I can do. HELP!!!