Monday, June 29, 2009

I have...

A sick baby girl, she's been throwing up all day. I hope she gets over this fast. Because my poor baby is sick I'll be staying home while Daddy and Jared head to Oregon for the sort vacation with Mandy and Jason.

As much as I would LOVE to go... I'd rather stay home then bring a sick baby in the car. So here's to a fast recovery! (maybe that's why she was so whinny yesterday, today I'm eating crow!)

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Jet Plane...

today I feel like I want to get on a jet plane and never come back... Sometimes it gets to be to much for me. My husband isn't feeling well and is taking it out on me... and it's not like it's been for the past couple of days. I can handle days, but weeks- DONE! My daughter has decided that she is gonna whine about EVERYTHING and honestly I want to pull my f-ing hair out-DONE! My son pulls at my strings and my buttons all day, he tries to see how far he can go and honestly-DONE!

I am constantly being told what I could do better, what I'm not doing right. I feel like I don't want to go anywhere with my children because they just aren't being the best lately. I don't even want to go into the things I'm dealing with in other aspects because then I feel like I'll be whining and taking what I have for granted. (because I've been told I do that to.)

At some point in my life I'd like for someone to tell me something good about me. I'd like for the positive to be pointed out not the negative. I'd like for the stars to line up just right and my kids not push every button possible, not totally be disrespectful... just be the happy kids they usually are. I'd like my house to STAY CLEAN, I'd like to NEVER do laundry again. I'd like to NEVER be compared to another human being again... I'd like for one day of peace or more... I'd like to be the apple in someones eye!!! Hopefully this to shall pass and we'll be better tomorrow.


Thursday, June 18, 2009

1st order!

So I promoted myself on my blog, Facebook and Myspace. Out of that I got 1 order and I just completed it. 6 roses for tomorrow! I feel very accomplished and very proud! Here's to more, pass the word around!

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

I want to...

tell you about the new house... But I am honestly afraid to jinx it. Things got crazy stressful for about 4 or 5 days, we found a solution... Everything seems to be going in the right direction. But this has been a dream of Mike and I's for a very very long time. It has taken us years to get on top of things and FINALLY be able to do this. It's been small baby steps for us. But we are so close I can smell it and if by posting anything (to much) about it jinx's it... I'm gonna be so mad.

So you all are really gonna have to wait until we close August 26th. I know that's gonna be hard, cause it's hard for me... but you'll love the surprise as much as we do!

Sunday, June 14, 2009


So I am starting up a little candy shop... I'll be opening it up on Etsy pretty soon, but wanted to get the word around first on all the sites! :) My mother in law got me started on this. I have been practicing over the past month or so... I debut them at Jared's baseball game. And here are a few I've done today.

They are hand painted chocolate's and they are so cool. I can do custom orders for birthday's, weddings, well pretty much anything. I am also going to be doing bouquets in cups and stuff... I can have them shipped to you or wherever you want them to go.

Feel free to ask me ANY question and we can discuss price if you are interested. If you aren't but know someone that is, please pass the word around.

Friday, June 12, 2009

I think...

we will be homeowners as of August 26th... don't want to get into to much cause I don't want to jinx it... but I think that's when it'll be. (it's still being built) :)

No one said...

Buying a house was easy... but this is CRAZY!

I may have a ton of gray hair after this. Between Annalise being sick and this whole house thing... put me in a padded room!

Thursday, June 11, 2009


still waiting...

Tuesday, June 9, 2009





Monday, June 8, 2009

I'm at the end of my ropes...

My darling daughter is sick and has been for the past couple of days. As much as I have sympathy for her and her illness... the whining (oh the whining) is wearing on me so much. The littlest things throw her over the edge and nights, oh nights are fun.

I cannot wait until she's better, oh how I love my bubbly happy baby girl (I do also LOVE LOVE my sick baby to, if you had any questions)!!!

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Tomorrow is the day,

I Hope! We are going to look at houses and we are hoping for a certain one and we are hoping to make an offer tomorrow. We don't have much time before our lease is up and so we really cannot wait to become homeowners!

Words really cannot express how excited, hopeful and nervous we are.

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Hot, hot, and


I am in no mood to post. But wanted to let you guys know that hopefully soon Mike and I will be buying a home. There really are NO words to express how truly happy and grown up we are and have become!