Sometimes I feel like I'm fighting an upward battle and I feel that the battle is starting to kick my ass. Sorry for the harsh words but if ever I was on a rope I'd be at the end of it. I love that I have this blog to let somethings out, but I don't feel like I can completely let it out. Oh wouldn't you love to hear what I have to say?
All I know is that money is the root of all evil, and it brings me to tears. There is no easy way to work a marriage and money. We've tried it all. But half the problem is the lack of 'team' in this and it stems much further than just money but also relationship.
I know that all things are a work in progress and I do hope that 'This Shall Pass'...
I go through days where I just feel like I'm swimming in my head and I have so many battles I feel like I have to battle. I feel like my wheels are spinning and nothing is happening. I am turning 30 and I feel at such a dead end. What has my life been, what am I doing with my life, where am I going? Does everyone do this when they turn 30? I feel like I'm having a mini life crisis. I feel like I'm going nuts! :)
Monday, August 2, 2010
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Oh sweetie, I had these same thoughts at 30. It is hard to be married young with kids and a mortgage and there are days it will feel overwhelming. Just take a breath and decide if what you are stressed about is worth the hassle or is not something you can control and that will help you deal much easier. It has taken me a while to figure out that if I just take a step back most of the things that are upsetting me are not worth my energy. I am here for you if you need to talk........
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