Camping

I was afraid of camping with my two children... However it was fun and it turned out so much better than I pictured. Well minus it being 30 degree's and I had the crappiest sleeping bag and poor poor Anna was cold.

Saturday Jared had his first game, which was AMAZING! When he went up to bat I bawled. I was so proud and so happy and it brought back so many memories from me being in softball.

After baseball we went to the house and got some blankets for me and Annalise and got Mikes boat. Back at camp we had a great time. Anna's first time on the boat. Mike and Jared's 1st fish of the year.

I do have some pics but I don't have time to post them.

Upcoming events...

We've been busy, I've been overwhelmed... and well I've had a migraine/headache for over a week. We are adjusting to life with 4 kids. It's gotten better, but it's still very hectic and busy all the time. Jared has been having baseball practice and has his 1st game this Saturday... we'll see how it goes!

Tomorrow we leave for our first Moline camping trip (I am so nervous). Saturday we'll get up early, eat breakfast and then head to Jared's game at 10. Then we'll head back to finish up camping. Get up Sunday morning eat breakfast and head back North for baseball pictures! (Seriously busy busy all the time!)

As far as my blogging goes. I've been trying to decide if I want to keep it up. I've felt this lack of interest from my readers (lack of comments)... I write not only for myself but for others to, plus I just haven't been feeling up to doing much lately. So I'll let you all know whether to come back and check in or whether I'm gonna shut this baby down!

Until then I'll try and take photo's... but it'll have to be from my phone cause my momma has my disk! :) and I'll post our camping adventure when I have a moment! Ta Ta for now!!!

Taking a break!

So I know I haven't been blogging a lot lately... but to be honest I've been spending to much time on the computer. I'm going to (try) take a break from the computer for a bit. I haven't been feeling good, dealing with migraines and now I'm dizzy... so I'm gonna try and recoup and then also spend some more time with my kids. I've felt so distant and lost lately, so its time for me to get back into the swing of things.

I'll be back, don't you people worry... but until then you all are in my thoughts!

Here's a few, will post more in a few!

Tomorrow

Hello everyone. So today the kiddo's and I played outside and I got a ton of really cute pictures. I have to edit them tomorrow and then I'll post some on here... betcha can't wait for that huh?

Well I gotta go deal with a 1 year old who has decided she is to big for sleep. Mike took a turn on settling her down, I may need to go try again!

Boobs, boobs, boobs!

So here's your update... I went to the doctors and before I tell you what happened I'll tell you what happened yesterday.

I woke up with more pain in my breast. This time it was lower and a new lump and much bigger. I felt around and the other two were still there but they didn't hurt any longer. So of course I'm pissed, I had hoped the antibiotics would have made them go away, and WHY is it hurting in a different spot and why is the lump bigger?

Back to my appointment. I talked with the doc and he felt around. This is what he says... He thinks it's something with my glands, he is not completely alarmed nor is he just gonna shrug it off. He suggested we wait about 4-6 weeks and come back and have him check them again. He'll see if they've remained the same or gone away or gotten bigger. In the meantime he suggested I not worry and if I feel uneasy about it or they get bigger or start hurting more I can come in right away and get a mammogram and an ultrasound. Like I said he's not overly concerned but doesn't want me to think that he's not worried... but he feels it's nothing but something with my glands and shouldn't be something to worry about.

So I don't know how I feel about this. I'll say 1 thing that I recently found out from my mother and grandmother. My great grandmother had breast cancer and my grandmothers sister has breast cancer... so does that scare me just a little bit more? YOU BET! I've never in my whole 28 years of life ever had any issues with my breasts minus the 1 time I had mastitis. Now all of a sudden I'm dealing with lumps and pain and I don't want my mind to go where it has gone but honestly this is pretty scary to have in the back of your mind. So far I've talked to 3 people about this (1 is my hubby) and they've all said I should just go get the tests done and not wait the 4-6 weeks, just so I can have peace of mind. At this point I don't know what I'm gonna do, I just wanted to give you all an update and I'll keep you posted as I know more.

Denver, CO.

So my husband is in Denver this week for work meetings... leaving me to do everything from cub scouts, to baseball to all the kids. I feel like I'm spinning, but we are surviving!!!

So blogging may be put off a little longer while he's away.

I will try and update tomorrow after my doctors appointment and let you know how things are in the boob front! :)

Till then, chat at cha later!