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Sunday, June 28, 2009

Jet Plane...

today I feel like I want to get on a jet plane and never come back... Sometimes it gets to be to much for me. My husband isn't feeling well and is taking it out on me... and it's not like it's been for the past couple of days. I can handle days, but weeks- DONE! My daughter has decided that she is gonna whine about EVERYTHING and honestly I want to pull my f-ing hair out-DONE! My son pulls at my strings and my buttons all day, he tries to see how far he can go and honestly-DONE!

I am constantly being told what I could do better, what I'm not doing right. I feel like I don't want to go anywhere with my children because they just aren't being the best lately. I don't even want to go into the things I'm dealing with in other aspects because then I feel like I'll be whining and taking what I have for granted. (because I've been told I do that to.)

At some point in my life I'd like for someone to tell me something good about me. I'd like for the positive to be pointed out not the negative. I'd like for the stars to line up just right and my kids not push every button possible, not totally be disrespectful... just be the happy kids they usually are. I'd like my house to STAY CLEAN, I'd like to NEVER do laundry again. I'd like to NEVER be compared to another human being again... I'd like for one day of peace or more... I'd like to be the apple in someones eye!!! Hopefully this to shall pass and we'll be better tomorrow.

DONE!!!

3 comments:

lauraslifetoday said...

YOU are an amazing mom, as well as a creative, beautiful and loving woman. You offer so much to your family and although you don't hear it I KNOW they appreciate it. I hope that a few days apart will help everyone recognize how much you do..and if not, maybe it's time to stop doing all you do and see how well that goes over ;-). I'm glad Annalise is feeling better and enjoy some quiet time at home while she sleeps!!

Anonymous said...

Hey girl! I'm sorry you feel that way! I wish I had some really great words of wisdom for you? Sometimes everything just starts to feel so overwhelming and it sucks when it does! Well I love you very much! And to all those that don't support you...just tell them to suck it! :)J/J

Danielle said...

Hey girl! Sometimes everything just starts to feel so overwhelming and it sucks! I have wanted to hop on a plane many of times! I wish I had some great words of wisdom for you? Well I love you very much! And to all those that don't support you just tell them to suck it :)J/J